Yuletide Season

The breeze is telling me
it’s yuletide season again
and it also reminds me
of the tears and pain

walking alone this
well lit city sidewalks
only reminds me how broken
i am when you left me

These cold nights that winter brings
serves as a rendezvous for forgotten sentiments

The wind is telling me
it’s christmas time again
and it also reminds me
of fear and shame

These cold nights that winter brings
serves as a coffin for wasted adulation..

Pitch Black

My last laments for this feeling that i have..
tried to ignore it but its just unbearable.
You’re fading, my dear.. the love
slowly washed away by the space between us

It’s August but it feels like December
I’m trapped beneath frozen emotions
coldness felt like spears through my heart
im drowning in my own tears

There is no hope.

Wasted.
Exhausted.
Cold.
Numb.

So Long.. At last

You can’t convince me to be
someone i am not
i am who i am the first time that we’ve met
and what you see is what you get

this is the day that i am leaving
don’t even waste your time convincing me to stay
with reasons as shallow as your mind
sarcastically speaking, you’re one of a kind

Do you know the reason why you’ve caused me such pain?
it’s because you just want a man that you can control and restrain

Farewell

Didn’t i tell you
to stay away from me?
your persistence won’t help you
bring back anything

My trust was washed away with the tide
there’s no use for you to confide..

It’s too late for forgiveness
you may now rest your case
i don’t even care
i don’t want to hear your reasons
i don’t want to see your face

Apologies
apologies
no need for elaborate explanations
i don’t even care about your reasons

Little did you know

Gentle caress so inviting
able to weaken the strongest
sugar coated tongue so misleading
able to deceive the wisest

Little did you know
that you were just a pawn
in a game that you didn’t want to play

Now, the pitiful sight of someone deceived
reflected in the mirror
staring back at you
eyes swollen and feeling empty

You are one of those people
trying their luck in a thing called love
ending up losing everything they have…

These Walls are Blind

These walls are blind
this bed is mute
the lights are dim
and our eyes are glued

We left our conscience
at the doorstep of this hotel room
let’s make the most out of this
because i am leaving soon

These walls are blind
eyes are glued
feeling good
and in the mood

Make me feel your warm embrace
let’s share this sinful moments

Spare Tire

You knew it right from the start
that you’ll end up with a broken heart

We played for nothing
but why do you feel something
for me now?

A part-time lover was what you wanted to be
but why do you seem to sing another melody now?

You knew it right from the start
time will come that we’re gonna drift apart

We’re in this just for fun, aren’t we?

I told you not to fall
so why are you blaming it all on me?

We’re just friends
friends with benefits
that was how it started
and that is how it should end..

Burn

I’ll be watching as you descend
See your ego burn down to the ground
and I will not falter, as I witness
the crumbling of your miserable life
down to its foundations

And as hours pass
ambers will slowly fade

The wind won’t help you rekindle
The fire that you’ve started
Your existence will be forgotten

Nobody will ever notice that you’re gone
You are done